express feelings

It is 18th december 2012. What so fucking special about this day? Of course it is tuesday. Honestly, this is the day that i express about my feelings to the girl that i like a lot. Directly, face to face, without any telecomunication help. It is makes my heart stop beating for awhile, and my lips feels tremble -_-" Damn, that girl has a lot of talent, i feel so down when i was close to her. Yup it is feels like i am underlevel below her, and i am not worth it to have her feelings :( what a phatetic me She have a lot of things to be proud of, and opposite I don't have any of -_-" When she talked about her ex-boyfriend i feel so afraid that i can't be better than her ex T_T yeaaaaaaah so blooooody damn helllllll. But i'm happy, at least she know about my feeling, and let her choose the best ^_^ this is the new beginning of my new love story. YIPPPIIIEEEYYYYY :p

to be continue....